Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 1

Blackford awoke feeling like someone was shining a spotlight straight through his body. His eyes cooked under tender lids, the heat pinning him down like an ant under a magnifying glass. Next to the bed an overloaded ashtray and a half eaten tuna sandwich competed for the contents of his stomach as he gradually became aware of a sharp rapping at the door. Dazed, Blackford quickly pulled over the curtains and lumbered toward the door, his body bruised and battered.

The brunette pushed past him and straight into the bedroom.

“Jenny didn’t come home last night.” she stated, matter of fact, her back to him as she surveyed the gloomy room. Blackford steadied himself against the door frame.

“So?”

“So when did you last see her?” She replied, her tone almost accusatory.

Blackford took a guess “At the party, isn’t it a bit early for the third degree?” He backed out of the bedroom, “I’ll put the kettle on.”

In the kitchen Blackford tried to disentangle the night before; He’d gone to the pub straight after work as was usual for a Friday, rinsed the week from his bones with the rest of the office mob. Just before ten he’d bought a carryout, playing it safe with a six pack and half bottle of Buckfast. Then, heading west from the city centre, he’d dropped into a few more bars. Instead of going back to the flat, James came to meet him at a bar on Woodlands Road; scrubbed, well fed and trailing Blackford by more than a few and showing it. At closing time they’d got a taxi to the party.

Soon after that the night slid into a few blurry snapshots; an empty Buckfast bottle - white lines - awkwardness and hostility. Jenny had been there, they’d only broken up a month ago.

He lifted the teabags out of two cups, poured in the milk and brought both through to his bedroom. Angel was sitting on the edge of her bed studying her fingernails. He handed her a cup and sat down beside her.

“It’s not like her Blackford,” she said after a moment, her tone softer now.

“Yeah?” Blackford replied, taking a sip of tea, “she’s probably just crashed out somewhere, I’m sure she’ll be back soon.” Blackford didn’t want to mention the other possibility, he still felt raw.

Angel considered this for a moment, then dismissed it, “She would have texted me.”

“So why don’t you call the police if you’re so worried?” Blackford retorted, slightly more mockingly than he had meant to.

“I called this morning,” she replied unfazed “they won’t do anything for 48 hours.”

“For good reason” Blackford flared up, “they can hardly chase up on every tart that drops her knickers can they?”

Angel’s eyes flashed; perhaps his tone had been a little harsh.

“I know I’m probably overreacting. But she’s naïve Blackford.”

She looked down into her cup and Blackford took the opportunity to study her as they sat in silence. He wondered whether she’d put on make-up this morning or whether it was left over from last night, it looked new. There was a time when he thought something could have happened with Angel, but when he’d started going out with Jen all that had been swept under the carpet.

“So you want me to go look for her I take it?”

“Would you?” Angel’s eyes flashed again, this time from under heavy lashes. She took his hand in hers.

“Yeah ok, I’ll ask around.”

Angel smiled. “Thanks Blackford, nice shiner by the way.”

Blackford ran into the bathroom to check his reflection in the mirror, a dark circle was beginning to appear around his left eye. His mind raced for an explanation but by the time he came out Angel had already left, the front door closing behind her with a click.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 2

Blackford got dressed. His black jumper was missing, left at the party most likely. Taking his green hoody instead, he grabbed his keys and left the flat.

Outside Glasgow gleamed under a cloudless sky. Wrapping his hoody tightly around his waste he crossed Argyle Street, cut down Clayslaps Lane and walked towards the entrance of Kelvingrove park.

Even at this time the park was filling up. Kids on skateboards jostled for space in the Skate park, while young, stylish parents smiled indulgently as their little swaddlings toddled along behind them. Over on the big hill, groups of students lay back on the grass with their blue bags and cigarettes, some no doubt coming straight through from the night before. Already, the strains of a sound system could be heard.

Screwing his eyes, Blackford recognised a group of people he knew and walked over.

“Hey Blackie how you feeling today” smirked one of the number, eliciting a few murmured laughs. Blackford shifted uncomfortably as a dozen eyes lighted on him from behind outsized sunglasses, then sat down self-consciously beside a guy he knew called Colin. He hadn’t remembered them being at the party but this didn’t surprise him too much. Colin offered him a beer and Blackford accepted, the can shop cold and heavy in his hand. He opened it and took a grateful glug.

“I don’t suppose you’ve seen Jen about today?” he eventually said to Colin.

“Naw man, not since last night,” Colin replied “what happened your eye?”

Blackford ignored the question and asked another one of his own:

“What about James?”

“Last time I saw him he was with you,” Colin said, then “D’you catch up with Jenny?”

Blackford answered flatly, “No”

He lay back and lit a smoke, trying to play it cool. More groups were now arriving at the hill. Some had brought footballs and Frisbees but most just flopped down on the grass. After a while Colin turned to him.

“Maybe you should try North Woodside, I’ve seen Jenny up at Hayden’s flat a few times.”

Blackford sat up, “Was she buying?”

“Maybe, but it looked like she was just hanging out.”

This pricked Blackford. Hayden Watt dealt weed, coke and pills to half the West End of Glasgow out of a flat on the edge of Maryhill. Blackford bought stuff from him occasionally and found him personally repugnant. The first time he’d gone to North Woodside Hayden had bragged over a joint that he made a few girls clean his flat in exchange for drugs. Hayden was friends with some dodgy people and more than a few times Blackford had left a party as the atmosphere around them turned nasty.

Colin hesitated, then spoke again. “Look man, if you want my advice you should just leave it alone. You were pretty upset last night.”

Blackford drained his can and stood up, his knees creaking, “Thanks, I gotta push on”

As he walked away, Colin shouted out behind him: “Come to the tunnel party tonight. Kid Vicious is supposed to be playing.”

But Blackford’s mind was already on other things.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 3

Hayden’s house lay at the other side of Great Western Road, one of the long arterial thoroughfares that spread out from the city centre like a web, bisecting the West End. As he walked, Blackford rolled over his conversation with Colin in his head, trying to fit the pieces with his own fractured memories.

It seemed like he’d made some sort of scene last night, causing Jenny to leave the party prematurely. In his drunkenness he decided to follow her, with James probably going along to make sure he was alright. Colin had asked about his eye, meaning it must have happened after he left the party. He also asked whether they’d caught up with Jenny – Blackford couldn’t be sure. He called James on his mobile, it went straight to voicemail. Something else niggled at him. He’d already told Angel the last time he saw Jen was at the party, but if he’d gone out after her this wasn’t strictly true. He checked his watch, in approximately 44 hours the Police could be asking him questions he didn’t necessarily have any answers for. Blackford pushed this thought to the back of his mind as he came up on the row of red brick Semi’s where Hayden plied his trade.

The houses were unusual for Glasgow. Most of the flats in the West End were entered through communal closes but these flats were exposed and had their own front doors. Luckily for Hayden, this didn’t seem to deter the steady stream of friends and well wishers that pitched up there on a regular basis. Perpetually paranoid, Blackford’s heart never failed to quicken when he made the last few steps up to the door. Today was no different.

He rang the bell and was buzzed in almost instantly. Closing the door gently behind him Blackford ventured into the living room of the flat, the shop floor. The sun was shining hard through a crack in the curtains, eviscerating the dust and the gloom but otherwise the room was dark. It took a few moments for Blackford’s eyes to adjust and when they did it was clear he’d walked in on something.

Hayden sat in an old grey lazy boy wearing a raggedy black dressing gown, his eyes heavy and red. The coffee table in front of him was strewn with junk Blackford recognised as the tools of a heavy night; crumpled skins, a rolled up ten pound note, cling film. Two mobile phones sat on the table side by side. Across the table Hayden’s flatmate, a steroid soaked meathead in a vest and red tracksuit bottoms called Davies sweated out the morning, while in the corner of the room a girl with dreadlocks was busy assembling what looked like an IKEA CD rack. Both Hayden and Davies were set on edge.

“What?” Davies growled.

Blackford addressed Hayden directly: “Any chance of half a G?”

“Coke?” Hayden drawled back.

Blackford nodded. Hayden looked at Davies who grudgingly disappeared into a back room, returning moments later with a small folded up square of paper in between his fingers. Blackford dug into his pocket and pulled out two tens and a five pre-folded together for convenience. Davies snatched the money from Blackford and handed him the damp wrap. Blackford stood there for a moment.

“Thanks, I don’t suppose either of you have seen Jenny today?”

They both looked up sharply. Blackford continued unsteadily:

“It’s just I heard she’d been up here a bit recently -”

Davies sprang from his seat and put his face up close to Blackford’s, as if straining against an invisible leash. Blackford half expected to come into contact with his sweaty forehead at any moment.

“Who told you that” he barked, spraying Blackford’s face with flecks of spit.

“Just someone at the park,” Blackford replied, “it doesn’t matter.”

“Who at the park?” He was closer now, a waft of body odour turned Blackford’s stomach, refreshing his hangover.

He made up a name, tried to keep his voice from wavering: “Mike.”

“Mike -” Davies started but was interrupted by one of the phones vibrating on the table.

“Saved by the bell,” he sneered, answering the phone and walking through to the back. Hayden took over:

“I think what my friend was trying to say was that no, we haven’t seen Jenny, now fuck off.”

As Blackford made to leave the doorbell rang. Hayden looked toward where his friend had exited from, then reluctantly stood up and made toward the door.

“What are you waiting for?” he gestured. The doorbell rang again

Blackford went down to tie his lace, buying some time. When Hayden went to answer Blackford saw his opportunity, snatching the remaining mobile phone from the table and stuffing it into his pocket, making sure the dreadlocked girl hadn’t seen him. He passed Hayden in the hallway, sheparding a few of the park faces through to the living room and went through the door.

Blackford stepped out into the sunshine and exhaled. The day was really heating up and he could feel his hangover oozing through his skin. It wouldn’t be long before Hayden noticed his phone was missing so he couldn’t waste any time. As he walked he scrolled through the received messages on Hayden’s phone. Most were business messages; short orders in clipped language. Nine or ten messages in however he saw it:

HI HAYD, WILL BE AN HOUR LATE, HOPE THIS ISN’T A PROBLEM. JEN X.

The message was dated yesterday evening at 7:23pm, Blackford located the sent message folder, quickly finding what he was looking for.

FINE

Blackford looked back up at the row of houses he’d just come from, then put Hayden’s phone back in his pocket and took out his own. He tried to phone James, again with no luck. Quickening his pace, Blackford crossed the river at the small fat bridge just past Kelvingrove underground station and doubled back the way he came. He was on the path that snaked along side the River Kelvin, a lush and tranquil seam in an often overbearing city. When he found a suitable place, he looked around to check no-one was watching, then left the path and climbed up a steep bank, settling into position beside a tall Silver Birch. From where he sat he had a commanding view across the river of Hayden’s front door. He was just getting used to his surroundings when Hayden’s phone screeched it had a message.

I WILL KILL YOU BLACKFORD.

Blackford switched it off and stuffed it back into his pocket

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 4

From his hideaway tucked up on the bank of the Kelvin Blackford had a good view of everyone who came and left Hayden’s flat. It struck him how easy it would be for the Police to monitor the house, and wondered if his past paranoia had been justified.

For the first time that day Blackford started to properly worry. He hadn’t really taken Jen’s disappearance that seriously , but as he sat watching the dealers house a chill washed over him. Angel was right, for Jen not to get in touch was way out of character, and if Hayden was involved who knew where she could have ended up. This thought was like a wedge in a crack, opening up his mind to all sorts of images. He thought of Jen’s parents, and whether he would call them or let Angel do it. Jen had gone back there for a week after they’d split up and had probably told them the lot, they had that kind of relationship. He then thought of a police interrogation room, hours of questioning leading him round and round facts he couldn’t quite recall. Most of all he thought of his own drunken stupidity and selfishness. He fingered the small square in his pocket and continued to stare intently across the river at Hayden’s door.

Davies was the first to leave the flat, his arms swinging from side to side as he barrelled down the road. Blackford let him go. After about 30 minutes the door opened again and Blackford saw the front wheel of a bike emerge, followed shortly by the rest of the bike and the dreadlocked girl pushing from the saddle. She looked left and right, closed the door and mounted the BMX.

Blackford scrambled down the bank in an avalanche of dust and debris; he hadn’t counted on her being on wheels. Hitting the ground running, Blackford fought to keep one eye on the path and the other on the bike as it undulated in and out of his vision on the other side of the river. He kept abreast of her for 100 metres or so then broke into a sprint when he saw they were approaching the tunnel under Great Western Road. Blackford knew that if he didn’t go through his side of the bridge first he risked loosing her completely. The path widened out ahead as he passed under the bridge, emerging into the sunlight again quickly and careening past tables of cursing summer drinkers at a small riverside bar. He lent against a railing, gasping for air and waited for her to come out the other side.

She didn’t show. Realising his mistake Blackford spun around and pulled himself up the steps leading up to Great Western Road. He reached the top just in time to see the girl weaving through the traffic down the road ahead. He set off again, scattering pedestrians as he ran, his heart bursting out of his chest. After a couple of hundred metres he stopped, physically unable to run anymore and doubled up from the exertion. His head swam as his lungs fought for air and he felt like vomiting.

Then through a curtain of mangled hair and tears he saw the silver BMX propped up against the wall outside a newsagent’s on the other side of the road. Without thinking he ran across the road, snatched the bike and wheeled it around the corner.

Blackford steeled himself for a fight as he stood around the corner from the shop, the bike pressed between his back and the wall. After a few moments a short gasp came from the other side, followed by a chaotic patter of flip flops as the girl started down Great Western Road in search of her bike.

“Oi” he called out, a little too loudly and for want of anything better to say.

The girl turned and seeing her bike ran towards him. Relief gave way to confusion as she recognised Blackford but before she had time to react Blackford had reached out and grabbed her by the arm, pulling her close.

“What the fuck?” she cursed in his face.

Blackford spoke quickly and quietly. “I don’t want your bike, I just want some information about my friend Jenny, she’s been missing since last night. I need you to tell me what you know about her and Hayden. I hear they’ve been going around.”

She struggled in his grip, “What if she has?”

“Like I said I just want to find my friend. Did she come around to the flat last night?”

Again she resisted: “What makes you think I know anything about it?”

The girl wasn’t giving anything away in a hurry. Blackford took a gamble.

“If you want your bike back you do.”

She laughed at him.

“You take that bike and it’ll cost you your other knee. Hayden knows you stole his phone.”

Blackford went to plan B. He reached into his back pocket with his free hand and pulled out the small paper square and waved it in front of her face. She smiled and stopped struggling against him.

“You should have said. She’s been round at the flat.”

She reached for the wrap but Blackford drew it back quickly.

“You’ll have to do better than that.”

The girl rolled her eyes. Blackford tightened his grip.

“Okay, Okay. Hayden and your girl were working a business arrangement.”

Blackford tried to keep the surprise out of his voice, “Drugs?”

“What do you think? Your girl came to Hayden, told him she had a pill source. Times being how they are Hayden was pretty keen on tapping it.”

“So what, she was selling bulk?”

“Not exactly. As far as I know she didn’t have that kind of cash to throw around. That’s where Hayden came into it. She was acting as a…what do you call it...?”

“Conduit?”

“Whatever, anyway the drop was scheduled for last night, only your girl didn’t show. Hayden’s been trying to call her ever since, figured she’s skipped with his cash.”

“I don’t understand,” Blackford ventured “Why would Hayden give her money up front?”

“Don’t ask me, maybe he was boning her.”

Blackford flinched,

“Do you know where the drop was supposed to be?”

“No, but I hope for her sake she’s far away now, Hayden doesn’t forget.”

He released her and pressed the wrap into her hand, stepping away from the bike as he did so.

“Me neither,” he rejoined after a pause, but the girl had already split.

Blackford slid down the wall and thought on what he’d heard with a smoke. According to dreadlock girl Jenny and Hayden were doing business. It was feasible – she had connections in England and could produce the goods when everywhere else was dry. These were relatively small amounts, but Blackford couldn’t be sure she wasn’t capable of graduating to bigger things. The city had been wilting under a pill drought for a few months now and the rewards would be high. Something else bugged him about the scenario however. It didn’t seem like Jen to burn someone, even a scumbag like Hayden. Questionable contacts aside she was honest to a fault. He took out Hayden’s phone and turned it on. After it beeped through about 10 messages – mostly orders and threats – he checked the call register. It backed up what the girl had said – a string of unanswered calls to Jenny’s mobile starting at 1:15am last night and ending just before he’d swiped it. Hayden had been buzzing her alright, but this didn’t prove a thing. Blackford had to see for himself

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 5

Angel and Jen lived in a ground floor flat on one of the avenues branching off West Princes Street, right in the middle of the Woodlands bubble. When he arrived he rang the bell and tried to call Angel. Getting no response, he took out the key he still had and let himself in.

Inside Blackford shivered. He’d practically lived there at one stage but now he felt like an intruder, stalking through on tip toes. Making straight for Jen’s bedroom Blackford didn’t waste any time, rifling through the wardrobes and drawers like a practiced thief. It didn’t look like any of her clothes were missing and Blackford noted that the bed was unslept in. If anything, the room was uncharacteristically neat, as if she was expecting a visit from her parents.

His phone rang. It was Angel. Blackford filled her in on his afternoon of activity.

“I don’t know Blackford,” she replied when he told her about his chat with the girl, “That doesn’t sound like Jen.”

“That’s what I thought,” Blackford agreed, “So I came round to yours to check if anything was missing and it all seems to be in place.”

There was a slight pause on the other end of the line:

“You’re at mine? I already checked her room this morning.”

“Yeah sorry I let myself in, I couldn’t wait until you answered, not with Hayden scouring the streets.”

“Of course.” She sounded distant, “This is starting to sound bad Blackford, I say we go to the police with what we know. They’re sure to take more interest if they know Hayden’s involved-”

Blackford winced.

“True, but what if we’re wrong and Jenny turns up tomorrow? Then we’ve got Jenny in trouble and we’ll have Hayden on our backs. Do we want to take that risk?”

“I don’t care Blackford, I just want to know where she is.”

“Ok” Blackford stalled her “Maybe we should just wait until we find out a little more, see if there is away we can leave the drugs out of it. We don’t even know if she met Hayden last night. You keep checking the bars and I’ll stay here for a bit – see if I can turn up anything you might have missed.”

They said goodbye and promised to touch base later. Blackford looked around the room. It was pretty much as he’d remembered it, minus a few photos here and there. Again he was struck by the tidiness of the room; Jen was usually an unrepentant slob. He moved on to her dresser and turned over the drawers. The silver necklace he’d bought for her birthday last year was still there, as were her favourite rings and all her make up.

Finding nothing out of place, Blackford walked into the hallway. His eyes flitted around the mostly empty room, finally resting on the phone table. In amongst a stack of unopened bills and doodled notepaper a black leather-bound address book lay open. Blackford immediately recognised the careful handwriting as Jen’s. One number leapt out at Blackford from the page – James mobile. He was just about to dial it when a loud pounding noise interrupted him. Looking up Blackford saw a dark shape through the frosted glass in the doorway. He quickly fell to the floor and crawled back into Jen’s room on his hands and knees. He pressed himself up against the skirting and kept as still as he could.

After a few moments the rattling stopped and a shadow appeared on the wall in front of him. He lowered his head as far as his neck would allow and held his breath. The shape was pressed against the window. After a long minute the shadow got smaller and disappeared.

Blackford crawled out of the room and into the kitchen at the back of the house. Climbing over the sink, he opened the window and dropped out onto the overgrown grass below. Picking his way through broken toys and burst bin bags, he hoisted himself on top of the bin shed at the bottom of the yard and then lowered himself into the alley below. A solitary figure was loping up the far end of the alley. Blackford thought he recognised the uneven swagger but couldn’t be sure at that distance. The figure looked up and started to run. Needing no further cue, Blackford turned on his heels and fled. Without looking behind him once he was on Great Western Road and had hailed down a taxi.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 6

Blackford wheezed in the back of the Black Taxi. Keeping low in the seat, he asked the driver to take him back to his flat. What he’d seen at Angel and Jen’s troubled him. It didn’t fit with the girl’s story. If Jen had done a runner she surely would have packed a few things. He also tried not to think of the presence of Jame’s phone number as anything other than a coincidence, but was having a hard time convincing himself.

The journey took him down Kelvin Way, the long tree lined avenue that separated the park and the grounds of the University. As the taxi passed the mid point of the Way, Blackford noticed a concentration of activity on one of the paths branching off towards the main University building. A police van was parked in the middle of the path and there were a lot of people milling around. He craned his neck to see what was happening but his view was blocked. It wasn’t unusual for there to be a police presence in the Park on hot days like this, but the scene nevertheless preyed on his already jangled nerves.

Arriving at his house Blackford paid the driver and darted into his building. Once safely inside the flat he lowered himself down on to the unmade bed and buried his face in the duvet, imagining himself sinking further into the bed and trying to suppress the urge to close his eyes and give up the day. Before he got too comfortable, however, Blackford managed to hoist himself up and turn on his laptop. As he waited for the computer to load up he walked around the flat. The two cold cups of tea sat where he left them in the kitchen, one practically untouched. The rest of the kitchen was a mess. Food had set like concrete on almost every plate and the floor was in need of a wash. He pushed open the door of James room. By contrast the room was spotless. Standing by the window, Blackford tried to phone James, again with no luck. He was getting an increasingly strong feeling that James held the key to this mess and the longer he couldn’t reach him the deeper the pit in his stomach grew.

When the computer finally loaded Blackford went straight to the BBC website, scouring the recent news section. He clicked through to the more localised Glasgow and West page and scanned it too. If whatever was happening over on KelvinWay was significant, it hadn’t made the news yet. He was about to log off when something else occurred to him. He logged into myspace.com and brought up Jens profile. As he’d expected, the update log showed that Jen hadn’t logged in since the day before. He was about to click away when something else drew his eye. The “friend updates” box in the middle of the screen was announcing that Colin had added photos to the “party” album. He hurriedly clicked through to Colin’s profile and located them.

They related to the previous nights party. The photos were all fairly similar, most of the same people pouting into the camera and looking like they were having too good a time, but two photos in particular sent a shiver down his spine. The first showed James and Jenny, smiling through tight lips at the photographer. They both looked deadly serious and the picture gave the impression that the camera was an unwanted intrusion. The second photo was of Blackford himself. He was lying against a wall outside the flat, his face was tilted up at the photographer and wearing a blank, vacant expression. Blackford shuddered as he looked into the unrecognisable eyes of the man in the photograph and felt pangs of self loathing. He noticed another aspect of the photograph. He was wearing his jumper, the one he thought he had left at the party. He had assumed that he’d taken off his jumper inside and left it there but the photo seemed to show differently. It was possible that he’d gone back inside and then taken it off but for some reason he knew this wasn’t the case. As he pondered this he received a text from Angel;

HAVE NEWS ABOUT JEN, MEET ME AT TUNNEL AND I’LL EXPLAIN. DON’T WORRY.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 7

The last pools of sunlight were rapidly shrinking as Blackford made his way through the park for the second time that day looking for Colin. It was possible Colin could fill in some of the gaps between the photos, and he didn’t want to enter the Tunnel alone. The families were gone, as were most of the skaters, leaving only sun-stroked stragglers and those with nowhere else to go stewing amongst the empty bottles and blue plastic bags. Realising Colin wasn’t among the few remaining groups, Blackford hurried through quickly without stopping, the place always took on a sinister and lawless dimension after dark and he didn’t want to be caught short. Coming out onto Woodlands road, Blackford made a quick tour of some of Colin’s haunts. In each bar, red faced and slurry park refugees swayed and jostled with eachother but there was no sign of the man he was looking for. In the last bar he checked however, Blackford got word from an acquaintance that Colin was drinking at a flat on West Princes Street. Blackford knew the place and headed in that direction, picking up a half bottle for fortification on the way.

The party was spilling in between the house and the street when Blackford arrived. He made a few enquiries and found out that Colin had already left for the Tunnel. Most of the rest of the group were heading in that direction however so Blackford found it easy to slip in amongst them and travel en mass to the entrance of the party under Gibson Street. Taking a large swig of his Buckfast, Blackford tried to blend in to the noisy and disruptive bonhomie of the group. Before they’d covered a fraction of the short distance a number of the group had asked him for drugs; a hot commodity in a city shrivelling up under a drought. As they reached the entrance of the tunnel the group became noticeably quieter.

The object of everyone’s attention was a disused railway tunnel that stretched from a section of the riverside path, to deep under Kelvingrove Park. Illegal parties were held there at intermittent periods, usually spread through word of mouth alone or on online message boards. Sometimes these turned out to be false rumours or the plans were abandoned, but this clearly wasn’t one of those times. A figure with a torch had emerged from the mouth of the dark tunnel and was gesturing for them to be quiet. There were hushed whispers ahead, and the group started to descend slowly into the mouth of the tunnel one by one.

As the tunnel swallowed him up the girl in front reached back and took his hand in hers. He did the same with his free hand behind him as the group formed a human chain, steering each other through the darkness, the only illumination coming from small fairy lights dimly lighting the path below. Giggles rippled up and down the line and the person in front squeezed his hand with mock fear. He squeezed back, almost forgetting the reason he was there. In the distance, he could hear the faint throbbing of music, getting louder as they progressed up the tunnel. The music was soon joined by intermittent flashes of red and green momentarily lighting up the tunnel walls, before receding back into the darkness. As music got louder and the flashes more common, the line disintegrated and they entered into the main throng of the party.

Blackford surveyed the scene. The Tunnel was about as wide as two buses, the walls rising damply to meet each other in a half circle above his head. The ground felt loose under his feet, and seem to be made up primarily of chipped gravel. Blackford could smell petrol fumes and a quick glance around located a chugging generator towards the far end of the tunnel. In front of this and slightly to the left DJ equipment and a makeshift lighting system had been rigged up. Everywhere around him people danced, drank and urinated against the dark tunnel walls.

Blackford looked around for Colin and Angel, squeezing between people and keeping his head down. At one heart stopping moment he thought he saw Davies leaning back against one of the walls of the Tunnel, but the lights changed quickly and he couldn’t confirm it. More people were arriving all the time and Blackford was finding it increasingly difficult to move.

All of sudden the lights and music cut. People were shouting all around him and he could feel the crowd rippling and swaying through him. After a few almost panicky seconds, a faint low sound came from the DJ Booth, rising in pitch and volume. In an instant, the tunnel was flooded in light, illuminating every crack and spider web. Fists shot into the air as Kid Vicious took the stage, arms outstretched in a messianic pose. In the few seconds of brief, brilliant light, Blackford made out clearly a face he recognised, before the tunnel was plunged back into music and darkness as the crowd exploded. Blackford fought through the heads and limbs as he pulled himself towards the face in the crowd.

Angel was dancing when Blackford reached her and spun her round, her face registered momentary surprise and he saw her mouth his name before he pulled her away to a quieter spot.

“What is it?” he demanded when they reached somewhere they could speak. “Why did you want me to meet you here?”

Angel through her arms round him and drawled into his ear, “I’ve been trying to reach you – Jenny texted me, she’s fine!”

Blackford put his relief on hold while the girl explained herself.

“She wouldn’t say where she was, but that she’s sorry she hadn’t got in touch and that she would be away for a while.”

“Why did we have to meet here?” Blackford repeated, cupping his hand around her ear as he did so. She didn’t reply, instead pulling away and flashing him a wicked smile. She motioned him to stay where he was and disappeared into the crowd.

Blackford leaned back against the wall and let the news sink in, he took a large gulp of buckfast and surveyed the scene around him. Angel reappeared and grabbed his hand, pulling him into the depths of the crowd. When she found a suitable place, Angel put her lips up to his ear, “I’m sorry about today Blacks,” she purred, “I don’t know what came over me. Thanks for all your help, I really appreciate it.”

She pulled away and smiled shyly. It was Blackford’s turn to speak: “It’s cool” he said, trying to sound casual, “I quite enjoyed playing detective.”

He noticed as he said this that she was pulling him closer to him and didn’t resist. She slipped something into his hand. He turned it over in his fingers, recognising instantly what it was. They locked eyes.

“Let’s go talk somewhere” she offered, holding his gaze.

Blackford nodded his agreement and let her lead him through the crowd by the hand, making their way towards the opposite end of the tunnel from where he’d arrived. They cleared the crowd but kept walking further down the tunnel, past the DJ and the generator and into the darkness, the music getting fainter and the light dimmer. Neither said a word. Blackford strained to look at Angel through the diminishing light, she seemed to be scanning the path ahead and her expression was pained. When she realised he was looking at her however, her faced broke back into a smile. Blackford stopped in his tracks.

“Come on, let’s find somewhere more private.” She urged, pulling at his hand.

As she said this, a sound came from further down the tunnel. Blackford looked in the direction the noise had come from then back at Angel. She was looking at him anxiously and pulling harder at his hand.

“I think its ok here” he ventured, unsure of what her response would be. She looked down the tunnel then back at him, this time with a look bordering contempt.

“Come further,” she insisted, gaining a hold on his lower arm with her free hand and pulling at him. He heard the noise again, only more regular, like someone running towards them. Angel’s eyes gleamed expectantly and her mouth contorted into a sneer. She took a deliberate step away from him at the same time as started back down the tunnel at a quick pace. He heard her shout his name behind him in vain as he made his way back to and beyond the lights and music.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 8

Once outside the Tunnel Blackford gulped in the night air like his life depended on it. He opened his hand and looked at the small heart shaped pill in the middle of his palm, not bad for a drought, he thought to himself and slipped it the back pocket of his jeans. Angel had been acting strangely and he cursed himself for not asking to see the text from Jen. A thought struck him hard and sudden, and with trembling hands he fumbled to find the “on” button on Hayden’s phone. Locating it, Blackford scrolled down the contact list until he got to Jenny’s name, reading out aloud the number that came up. Taking out his own phone, Blackford scrolled down to where he had Jenny’s number stored. He checked the number that flashed up. The two numbers didn’t match. With a sinking feeling Blackford scrolled up his contact menu until he located the name he was looking for. He brought up the number and checked it against the one on Hayden’s phone under Jenny’s name. Snap.

Blackford called James and left a message for him, asking him to meet him at Jenny and Angel’s. He then found the path by the river and hurried along it on the route he’d taken earlier that morning. Coming up on the row of red brick terrace houses quickly, he strode straight up to the door and banged on it loudly. Hayden answered, looking tired and still in the dressing gown he’d been wearing that morning. Seeing Blackford his face screwed up, but before he had time to say anything Blackford cut in:

“I know where your drugs are, come with me.”

Hayden looked him up and down suspiciously. Blackford took out Hayden’s phone and handed it back to him. Hayden grunted, keeping his eyes on Blackford.

“Wait here” he said finally, and disappeared into the house.

When he reappeared, Hayden was wearing a long Matrix-style black leather jacket and carrying what looked like an empty rucksack. Blackford led the way and neither said a word and they walked the short distance to Jenny and Angel’s house.

Blackford took out his key and let them both in. Then, instead of turning left into Jenny’s room as he had done that morning, he turned right into Angel’s room. Once inside he wasted no time pulling open the drawers and sweeping clothes of the shelves. Hayden followed suit and within a matter of minutes they had turned over everything that wasn’t nailed down. They stopped and looked at each other. Hayden’s face broke into a scowl and he was about to speak when something caught Blackford’s eye. The skirting board in the far corner of the room was tilted at a slight angle, and appeared to be sitting out from the wall slightly. Blackford went over and kneeled down, tugging at the section of board as he did so. It came out easily, the tacks protruding from where they’d been loosely placed. Setting the board to one side, Blackford reached into the empty wall cavity behind. His hand gripped around something, and when he pulled it out it revealed a large plastic pack filled with thousands of small white heart-shaped pills. He stood up and looked at Hayden, who was staring at the pills greedily.

At that moment a key turned insidiously in the front door and they heard footsteps in the hallway.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Part 9

Blackford quickly hid the bag behind his back as Angel stepped into the room looking flustered. Closely behind her followed Davies, equally red faced and sweating. On seeing Blackford, Davies lurched towards him menacingly, stopping dead when he noticed Hayden glaring at him from the other side of the room. Hayden had pulled a gun out and had it aimed square at the meathead’s chest. A few inches to the right and Angel would be in the firing line. The four of them stood like that for what seemed like an age, staring each other out across the room. Angel was the first to break the silence.

“What’s this about?” she said, her voice wavering unconvincingly.

Blackford motioned to the empty wall cavity with his head.

“I think you know”

Angel started to protest but then thought better of it. She swung around and slapped Davies full force in the face.

“You idiot!” She screamed.

Davies faced burned crimson red. Hayden motioned with his gun for Angel to back off and turned to Blackford:

“I think you better tell me what’s going on.”

Blackford pulled the bag of pills out from behind his back and threw them down on the floor at their feet. He looked at each face in turn, dragging the moment out for all it was worth. He spoke to Hayden first.

“You and Jenny were in business” he started, “With Jenny acting as a go between for you and her contacts in England. Am I right?

Hayden, his face drawn, hesitated for a moment then gave a nod of agreement.

Blackford continued.

“Jenny being the trustworthy type, you clearly saw no problems with giving her the cash up front, only when she didn’t show last night you thought you’d been burned -.”

Hayden grimaced, Blackford went on.

“-and you had, but not by Jen.” He looked over at Angel and licked his lips “By accident or design Angel got wind of the plan and decided to intervene.”

Angel glared at him, while the Davies started to shifted uncomfortably on his heels. Blackford felt himself starting taking a perverse enjoyment from the situation.

“For reasons personal, financial, or both, she then set in motion a plan to manipulate the situation to her own ends.”

Angel broke her silence and snarled at him:

“You can’t prove that”

Blackford turned towards her.

I’m coming to that bit.” He flicked his eyes towards Davies, a thick bead of sweat was snaking from his bald crown down past his temple. He looked back at Angel. “You couldn’t do it on your own, so you employed the help of your chemically enhanced friend. I don’t want to speculate on how you persuaded him, but having run round like Hayden’s hired ape for years, I’d say he was pretty ripe for turning by the time you got your hands on him.”

Blackford checked on Hayden, he’d fixed his former friend with a killer stare and it looked like if he gripped the gun any tighter it would shatter. The colour had drained from his face and Blackford was starting to think he may have overshot. He hoped James would get here soon but proceeded anyway.

“At a prearranged signal last night, you got Davies to make a slight adjustment on Hayden’s phone, inserting your number under Jenny’s name. This meant that whenever you texted Hayden saying the drop would be delayed by an hour, it looked like it had come from Jenny. This set the scene for the switch; Jenny would show up an hour early, only to be met by Davies claiming he was acting on behalf of Hayden and take the pills. Blackford could see the veins sticking up on Davies forehead. He addressed him directly

“Only Jenny didn’t co-operate did she? If I know her she put up a fight and something inside your steroid frazzled mind snapped.

The Meathead lunged at Blackford, shouting:

“Fucking Bitch!”

Blackford ducked the punch, sending the heavier man off balance. By the time Davies had recovered equilibrium Hayden had jabbed the gun into his ribs and was bellowing in his ear to calm down. Meanwhile, Angel tried to make a break for the door. Blackford caught her and flung her down on the bed. He could feel himself getting angrier and he spat out his next seven words,

“And you killed her where she stood.”

He composed himself a little and continued quicky,

“My guess is that you planned to threaten her into leaving Glasgow, or were going to kill her and dispose of her body some place else but your temper got the better of you. There wasn’t enough time to properly dispose of the body so you had to hide her, at least enough so that Hayden wouldn’t see when he turned up an hour later in the dark. If you had any sense you would have taken her ID to buy you some time.”

Davies grinned dementedly at him.

“That wasn’t a complement. You then came back here to tell Angel the good news - while you were away doing the heavy lifting she was packing away Jenny’s stuff in line with the “runner” story you were going to go with. She fucked up slightly when she unpacked Jenny’s belongings and made the room unnatural looking, but that’s not what turned me on to the cover up.”

Angel hissed at him from the bed, her eyes burning with contempt. Blackford continued;

“Knowing it wouldn’t be long before the body was identified and questions started getting asked, you decided to put me in the frame. When you came over to my house early this morning you were able to do two things; find out how much I remembered from last night and steal my black jumper. The first was not much, and my guess is that my jumper is now either lying somewhere close to the scene, or already in a police evidence bag. I have to admit it was good, even I thought I’d done it for a while back there!”

Blackford stopped to draw breath and survey the effect the words were having on his listeners. He continued

“Only the plan hit a small snag when I told you what I knew about the Hayden deal. You thought that if I started following that trail it would eventually lead back to you, so you had to make sure I was kept in the dark. First, when you sent Davies around here right after I phoned you to keep me from finding something I shouldn’t, and then again more permanently less than an hour ago at the Tunnel Party when you tried to have me bumped off. My body could have lain down there for years undiscovered.”

Angel spoke.

“That’s a nice story Blackford, but you know you can’t prove any of it.”

“Oh yeah?” Blackford sneered, “Mobile phones, photos and a great big bag of drugs says I can.”

Angel laughed, “What drugs?” Hers eyes flicked behind him, Blackford followed her sight and found himself looking the wrong way down the barrel of Hayden’s pistol.

“Sorry Blackford” Hayden said “I can’t afford to get dragged into this mess, give me the pills.”

Blackford stared at Hayden and then reluctantly bent down and handed him up the bag. The Dealer shoved it in his bag. He took the gun off Blackford and poked it in the Meathead’s back.

“Walk,” he commanded “This isn’t over for you.”

The two left the house. Angel turned to Blackford with an ugly sneer.

“This is still on you Blackford. My hands are clean.”

A gun shot rang out in the night.

Dead bodies weigh heavier than broken hearts - Epilogue

Blackford stepped out of Argyle St police station and blinked in the sun. James was leaning against a railing waiting for him.

“Hayden’s dead,” he said by way of a hello.

Blackford nodded grimly “I know.”

They walked in silence for a while, Blackford keeping his eyes on the pavement as he reflected on the night’s events. After he’d heard the shot the building had been swamped by dozens of police officers, shouting and pinning them to the floor. They hauled him and Angel in to station and told him Jen’s body had been found. As he’d suspected, Blackford was their prime suspect for the murder but when Davies and Angel turned on each other they had started to believe him and slowly filled him in. Jenny had gone to the party on Friday night to ask James if he’d keep her company somewhere. James had told the detectives that she’d seemed nervous and not herself but he hadn’t thought anything of it at the time. Before she could explain fully Blackford, drunk, had started to make a scene. She left the party but Blackford had persisted, following her out into the street. When James went out to help him, Blackford accused him of sleeping with Jenny and took a mis-judged swing at him The much more sober James rewarded him with a black eye for his efforts. After a brief scuffle, they went their separate ways and James thought no more about it. The next night when James was on his way home from work he’d come across the commotion on Kelvin Way. He soon found out that Jenny had gone missing and when he got Blackford’s message he told the police his suspicions and led them straight to the flat. Seeing lights on, they bided their time, but when Hayden and Davies emerged from the flat Hayden still had the gun in his hand. A police shooter cut him down and they stormed the building. The drugs and phones cemented the case.

James broke the silence, “Are we cool man?”

Blackford looked up and squinted at his friend.

“Yeah, the way I acted I might as well have killed her myself. If you hadn’t of shown up like you did I don’t know what would have happened. Thanks.”

James squinted back. “No problem.”

It was a long, hot, dry summer.